When all that you've tried leaves nothing but holes inside

*GIBBERISH*

15 years of existence.
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I can't sleep.
Monday, May 2, 2011 || 5/02/2011 10:34:00 PM

I hate it. I'm really going crazy. I can't even laugh about it. Not even one bit.
Because my head is really flooded with thoughts that are too foggy to understand or even hear.

i hate it that i don't have the enthusiasm to place those "♥DL, #1 fan" blah on the bottom of my post. I can't lie about how I feel nor can I express them.

I think I know why people cut. If I do cut, it's probably to see if i'm awake because i can't believe i'm living such a nightmare. Or maybe to prove how much the physical pain won't matter once you are already hurt deep within.

Caught in big waves of emotion right now.
I'm off to bed, bye.